Saturday, 26 September 2009haiz
i am starting to regret the decision i had made on last wed.
seriously regret.
why i choose that decision.
have been pondering over it.
is it a boy or girl?
i yet to know.
and i wun ever know le.
haiz.
i was give this chance to be a mother but.
haiz.
lao gong supported me all the way.
i am glad.
reali glad.
but.
what had done had done.
sobx.
written at 19:31
Monday, 17 August 2009summary ba
i have came back for lk 3 mths.
what had i achieved so far.
nothing much
i dunno what to say.
probably i will go missing for certain period of time.
i will be back till i am fine.
i dunno when will i start or i dunno when will i be back..
good luck everyone
written at 20:40
Wednesday, 1 July 2009feeling lost?
i dunno ba .
just feel so lost now.
asked him will she call him again,
he said no,
i said why,
he said cause he told her on msn that he wun talk to her anymore,
then i mouth itchy, go ask him,
i asked u sad anot,
he at first said no,
then i so happy in my heart,
but then later he said actually a little bit sad.haiz.
no mood do nth,
feel so heart breaking,
i think i cannot replaced her no matter what ba.
perhaps i m just a life buoy.
i am nth to everybody ba.
a kwong also treats me like tt.
he also.
why is all these happening to me.
i feel so upset.
i dunno.
am i fated not to meet any guy i love.
or any guy who love me with all his whole heart and nobody else in his heart.
i dunno.
i tot i have met the one,
but somehow he is not the one.
i felt so lost suddenly.
aiya,
i go smoke le.
bye bye.
no mood.
so sux.
written at 20:21
Wednesday, 24 June 2009hello!!!
i doubt anybody sitll reading my blog lah.
so long nvr come here update le.
i come back for like 2 mths liao.
spend so much money and no job lor.
sian.
haiz.
jus feel lk lazing ard and b a tai tai.
LOL!!
but cannot lah.
i have been attached for lk about 3 weeks liao.
and this guy is somehow special.
reali special.
he reali take care of me using his true heart.
and i know him for lk 5 yrs b4 we are tgr.
LOL
both of us are shocked by the result.
but my past reali makes me scared of him leaving me.
my past reali makes me scared of all this are just short term.
i dun wan.
i dunno what to do.
we are tgr for lk 24hrs a day, 7 days a week.
lols.
he stay at my hse every single day.
being with him makes me so comfortable.
i wan him to be xin fu and happy.
hopefuly he is when with me.
i am trying not to think so much.
cause i knw he is worried for me.
and he dun wan me to be upset alone.
but i dun wan him to be upset with me.
lols
and i am his first love.
lols.
he love me i love him.
muackz lao gong.
written at 14:30
Thursday, 4 June 2009sigh.
think ...
i am just so dead ...
i think i like someone who is younger than me ..
omg ..
we are just so close ..
just so happy being tgr ..
but ..
i dunno how he feels ..
sigh ..
weird ..
it cannot be ..
ahh ...
i am just so dead ...
i think i like someone who is younger than me ..
omg ..
we are just so close ..
just so happy being tgr ..
but ..
i dunno how he feels ..
sigh ..
weird ..
it cannot be ..
ahh ...
written at 00:02
Sunday, 17 May 2009hai
i doesn't seems to be welcome to sg.
my used to be close close fren no longer wan to meet me.
everyone hates me..
haiz.
what is going on.
tired.
my used to be close close fren no longer wan to meet me.
everyone hates me..
haiz.
what is going on.
tired.
written at 13:57
Monday, 4 May 2009haiz
so tired.
i juz came back lahs.
i think i not blogging for the moment lah.
till any important updates.
i am back in sg for 1 week liao lah.
haiz.
not feeling happy at all lah .
tho everyday went out.
but unhappy feeling.
dunno lah .
dun update le.
bye.
i juz came back lahs.
i think i not blogging for the moment lah.
till any important updates.
i am back in sg for 1 week liao lah.
haiz.
not feeling happy at all lah .
tho everyday went out.
but unhappy feeling.
dunno lah .
dun update le.
bye.
written at 23:28
