its been times times times since i am here updating..

dunno bahz.. very long nvr hear my lao gong gong voice le.. hao shang xin ah.. hao xiang ta.. haiz.. i miss those nice sweet little days we used to have tgr.. lao gong gong.. wo hui wait for u chu lai from the fucking stupid shit army.. so torturing to us.. sobx.. hope u @ field camp okie ah.. or else, i see u i sure sad sad de.. lols..
love u ever and ever and ever..
my forever and only hubby..
muackie !!

it has been sometimes since i update le.. lol.. things have been going quite smoothly for me in my life.. i am quite satisfate with the things i had now bahx.. i had met a guy who is my lao gong who loves me more than anybody could.. and of cause i love him more than anything else.. =D.. v day is coming.. i wonder what plans he had for me.. haha.. i dunno bah.. hope to see him soon.. tho sometimes and i dunno why i will think of my ex de.. haiz.. juz so sux.. not think of the person.. but is the things that had happened in between us.. haiz.. but only for short while.. when i think of it, i will want to cry de.. sobxsobx..
tats all bah.. i working now.. lols.. cannot use too much internet.. hahaha.. later boss kill me then i mati.. lols..
thats all folks.. =D

lao gong will b out tmr le.. yayaya... after for so many days.. lols.. can see him le.. thinking of what to cook for him for his lunch tmr.. hmmz.. he wanted western meal.. how?? i dunno lei.. haiz.. headache.. now lnuch hour.. so came surfing the web.. ebay.. found quite a few cool stuffs.. lols.. considering of buying them.. aw.. oh ya.. saw a LV bag.. omg!!! so nice.. will buy next mth or march as my bday present.. hahaha.. thinking how.. shld i go for a short holi on apr with lao gong?? thinking of gg to genting.. lols.. cause after his bmt.. haiz.. i miss him soo soo soo much... sobx.. love u lao gong lots lots.. muackie!! see ya tmr!! =D

i am with laogong for like 6 mths.. but 6mths like equal to 6yrs.. we overcame so many many obstacles tgr.. and now is the most difficult obstacle we will overcome tgr.. 25th dec, on this day will be our first christmas tgr... but i can give lao gong nothing.. haiz.. cause i started working and haven got my pay lei.. haiz.. i feel so useless ba.. but i know lao gong have been trying to encourage me bah.. he has been trying to call me as much as possible bah.. i am so glad to see his effort ba.. i really miss him alot alot for this 1 week.. he said he also miss me lk siao ba.. but nth we can do ba.. i knw that i will wait for him for 2yrs till he complete ba.. but tho others think that the most possibilities of changing heart will be me not him ba.. but i know i will not.. cause he is the guy i am looking for and will spend my life with.. wo ai ni laogong more than forever.. *muacks*

sometimes.. i looking at marrying couples.. i wonder.. what will be the difference of marriage life and dating life (but alrdy staying tgr le).. does it really makes any difference? i reali wonders.. laogong now in camp.. muz b sleepin soundly le.. i do appreciate him call/sms me every morning and night or rather whenever he is free ba.. he is the one i will want to spend with in my whole life.. he but nobody else.. i felt so stressed at work ba.. i miss laogong hugging me and comforting me when i need someone.. i know he will b out in abt 7 mre days.. but 7 mre days.. its so short yet so longer.. i miss him then any words can say.. i now living in his hse.. =) part of his house family ba.. i dunno.. tho i feel quite weird.. but its so much better then stayin @ my own hse ba.. i will wait for u de lao gong.. wo ai ni longer than yi bei zi.. muackssssssssssssssssssssssss

haiz.. the day has finally arrived.. the day which i dun wan it to arrive.. but now it has reali come.. lao gong went into his 2yrs of army le.. haiz.. went with his mum to send him off in tekong.. i felt reali reali sad.. its the first time i felt lk tt.. i am so lost without him by my side.. i came wondering is he fine inside.. what is he doing inside.. why the time flies so slow without him.. why.. now is only 6pm.. he 930pm then can call out.. why.. whenever i think of him i will cry.. christmas eve can see him le.. finally.. hope the day faster come bah..